| today i went to open house at art institute
it was okay until this woman cornered me
and
tried to make me apply already and shit
i was like
im trying to look at others schools...
she was so scary and manipulative
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| I think Thanksgiving is boring. I've just been sitting here looking at colleges again. I probably will end up not taking the SATs until spring or something, firstly because I need to study a lot of math shit (I'm pretty good with reading and writing) and secondly because the next one is January and I feel like that's too soon... Maybe March? I don't know. Either way, Vince has been a big help and he's going to help me study and help me look into colleges and all that jazz. I just want to learn and be a better person and all that stuff. I don't know ._. I am going to an open house at the art institute in a few weeks but I really don't know if that's where I see myself... I'd rather go to school and major in psychology, but I'm really getting ahead of myself. My first step is just going to be taking the SATs... and we'll see what happens next. College shit is really, really confusing...
I don't really know what else to say... Xanga isn't really alive like it used to be. I have a biggg headache... Imight just go make christmas ornaments now
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| Alright, I have a new plan. For some reason I've always had this belief that if I'm not constantly learning or working it makes me useless and non-beneficial to anything in the world which is sort of true, BUT - because of that, I completely, and blindly, jumped into something I "kind of" liked. And, trust me, I only liked hair school maybe twice out of each week. It was awful. It felt like the school was teaching me things that were pulled from someone's ass or that seemed completely unimportant. I don't know why I did it as long as I did. Every Sunday I thought, "Oh why don't we just give it one more try?" But it never, ever was enjoyable. The only two weeks I spent liking it was when I learned haircutting. Everything else was just... vomit inducing... in my personal opinion, at least. Almost everyone else at school with me was really hyped up about it and either loved doing it or wanted to "make a livin'" And... I don't know. I felt sort of valuable doing SOMETHING straight out of high school.
So now that I'm only a phone call away from leaving that place, I'm thinking about what I'm going to do instead but I'm definitely never jumping into something ever, ever again.
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| so there's a really good chance i'm going to leave beauty school and try to go to an art school. my intelligence dwindles every day.
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